But I haven't done anything good so I was thinking to make a blog post about my favorites this year so far. It seems to be a popular thing to do.
1. I moved and for the first time in many many months I had motivation to create a cool wall full on pics and stuff and now it just looks so awesome. I got my friends there, schoolmates, my Malta pictures and so many stuff and it is just so cute. And everytime I see this, I am inspired again.
2. Japanese stuff.
Everything japanese related. I just adore everything that is relaed to japanese. For example japanese fashion.
It is just so cute.
3. Smoothies. I just really have been loving smoothies. It is not a new thing BUT however bad cook you are, you can always make a good smoothie. Whether it's vegeterian or not. A good smoothie can save the day.
4. I have started making jewerly again. Somehow this time it's more and more difficult but I still keep trying. When I finish up with somethig worth showing, I will show. I just want to make something really cute and with very good quality.
I have some identity crisis again. So for week I've been thiking that it would be so awesome if I become a chef. (Jep, I've been doing thinking again, which always ends up with something bad)
I mean, I really like to start cooking for a living but I'm not sure if I can doing. I mean standing in front of hot stove and oven might be a bit too much for me. But that is somethng I've been thinking about. I'd also love to become so many things, it's just so bad I can't be all those things. I thing I shoud figure out what I really want to do before my life ends.
Other project I've been doing is changing my wardrobe. I've recently noticed that my wardrobe is very, how do say it right...oh, MANLY. I mean, sporty shoes, jeans, t-shirts and so much more. I just am not feminish(??idk). Simce I moved to new apartment I have worked a bit more and haven't had time for myself. I am gonna do that for next month when I have 20 days of vacation. I do have to do practice but also I have a bit more time to myself.
SO, in conclusion I thought I needed to change a bit myself. I need to start training again. I've gone a "bit" fatter and I just don't feel myself again. I just need a restart on my life and mind. I become so comfortable and I don't want to change anything because changing is hard. Change is hard but if it's for a good reason, I just have to make it.
Love,
E.
